British Writer on American Soil

Tag: Depression

  • How I Relax!

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    When I need to relax from everyday stresses. I either write poetry or write one of my current stories. I also play Sims 4 or Animal Crossing New Horizons. I’m an Animal Crossing addict, according to my partner. I enjoy my Animal Crossing: New Horizons or New Leaf. I have been playing Animal Crossing since…

  • Poem – Alone??

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    Have you ever truly been alone?In a place where no one cares?In a place where you only have yourself?With no hugs waiting down the stairs? Have you spent all your life drifting?From foreign land to foreign land?Have you questioned your existence?Have you thought your soul is damned? Have you taken up a challenge?Perhaps a little…

  • Covid New Victim – Lost Friend

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    We haven’t posted in a long time here. We lost a long-time good friend. Our friend Jake we’ve known from school. We meet Jake when we were seven at boarding school in the 1970s. He would visit us here in America as she got settled in with our fresh new life with our partner and…

  • Poem – You Hate Me!

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    I get it,You don’t like me,You don’t like the writing style I have tried creating,One letting everyone into a path of darkness,“It’s too scary”,“It’s too dark”,But you are the one who told me for my writing,To have a rhyme or reason,But when I do as you say,You see it as treason,Holding me back to the…

  • Poem – Dancing with Demons

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    They say we all dance with demons when nightfalls and the lines between our worlds thin.When alone in the comfort of our own spaceand company, we fall easy prey to their call.But only some are tortured with their constantpresence in the daylight and how they linger.Demons piggyback, latch themselves to souls.One hand wraps tightly around…

  • Poem – What If I Died Today

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    What if I died todayWould anyone miss me anywayWhat if I died todayAnd never said goodbyeWould you hate me becauseI just wanted to stop the pain insideWhat if I died todayWould you forget meIn just a few short daysWhat if I died todayWould you say good riddanceIf you saw me lying thereNo heartbeat or pulseJust…

  • Poem – Alone

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    The teardrops run downAnd fall off of her noseShe cries in dark cornersWhere nobody goesYou can follow the tracksFrom her eyes to her chinYears upon yearsOf letting them winAnd her eyes tell a storyOf anger and painYou think that she’s happyBut just look againThe scars of her pastHidden under her clothesAre a roadmap to placesThat…