British Writer on American Soil

Tag: Feelings

  • Poem – Alone??

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    Have you ever truly been alone?In a place where no one cares?In a place where you only have yourself?With no hugs waiting down the stairs? Have you spent all your life drifting?From foreign land to foreign land?Have you questioned your existence?Have you thought your soul is damned? Have you taken up a challenge?Perhaps a little…

  • Poem – You Hate Me!

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    I get it,You don’t like me,You don’t like the writing style I have tried creating,One letting everyone into a path of darkness,“It’s too scary”,“It’s too dark”,But you are the one who told me for my writing,To have a rhyme or reason,But when I do as you say,You see it as treason,Holding me back to the…

  • Poem – Dancing with Demons

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    They say we all dance with demons when nightfalls and the lines between our worlds thin.When alone in the comfort of our own spaceand company, we fall easy prey to their call.But only some are tortured with their constantpresence in the daylight and how they linger.Demons piggyback, latch themselves to souls.One hand wraps tightly around…

  • Our current W.I.P

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    recently our life partner went to the wrestling hall of fame for a few days. Now they are back we are truly glad. With them gone we weren’t able to get much work done. Yesterday we got some done and talk as they are still recovering from the jetlag or an illness. We posted a…

  • Poem – Monday

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    I’m all out of be-botherednessMy ‘get up and go’ it just wentMy enthusiasm has deserted meMy energy well and truly spent My ‘to do’ list keeps on growingI’m adding not taking awayI feel like I’m drowning in choresThey’ll have to wait for another day It’s Monday you see, that explains itThe weekend all used up…

  • Poem – What If I Died Today

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    What if I died todayWould anyone miss me anywayWhat if I died todayAnd never said goodbyeWould you hate me becauseI just wanted to stop the pain insideWhat if I died todayWould you forget meIn just a few short daysWhat if I died todayWould you say good riddanceIf you saw me lying thereNo heartbeat or pulseJust…

  • Poem – Happy Birthday Dad

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    For so long I’ve wondered,And pondered the thought,What life would be like,If yours hadn’t cut short,Would I have seen you,A lot more today,Than I did when I could’ve,Before you went away?Would we be sitting,Father and son,With beers and the rugby,Cheering them on?Would you be settled,In the grandfather role,Sharing your wisdom,From days long ago?I wish that…

  • Poem – Mom is a Vow

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    Unconditional love and care,like the astonishing countless stars in sky.From the moment We were together,am firmy following your footprintsWithout questioning or doubts.For this life in my mom’s arms for me,Without her, I’m nobody. My wonder woman,Protects me from evil’s eyes,reminds me always that life is a roller coaster,filled with variety of challenges. You are an…

  • Poem – Nightmares

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    Twisted and tortured,I’m triggered by silence,these thoughts deep inside me,have all turned to violence,haunted and weary,your voice is like sirens,it keeps me awake,like it’s pulling my eye lids, I’m awake but I’m still pretending,I just break, I don’t ever bend,my dreams are not so hopeful to me,they turn to nightmares in the end, Struggling, I’m…

  • Poem – Alone

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    The teardrops run downAnd fall off of her noseShe cries in dark cornersWhere nobody goesYou can follow the tracksFrom her eyes to her chinYears upon yearsOf letting them winAnd her eyes tell a storyOf anger and painYou think that she’s happyBut just look againThe scars of her pastHidden under her clothesAre a roadmap to placesThat…